Isn't it sad?When you worked so hard for one and a half years...Just to lose to someone who only needed one week to get what you wanted so badly... And you didn't even get what you've been working so fucking hard for...

But like what my friends said, it's time to let go..It's just not worth it.Focus on your studies,CCA,family and friends. Isn't family and friends all we need to make us happy after all? They'll always be there for us no matter what. We're students.We're here to study,make friends and have fun(CCA,camps and other activites organized by the school which they deemed fun).I believe I'm not missing out anything. I think you should know where I'm getting at.

Anyway school was the same. Yesterday was College Day, which is something like Speech Day(actually it's the same,except no uniform groups whatsoever). The band had to perform our SYF pieces and the College Song. It was funny cause no one sang while we played.

Speaking of which,SYF's on 7th May,which is freaking near. But we'll have to give it our very very best.

Well I gtg.Got band prac later.Cya ~

Another sucky week.Got throat infection and cough.Lost my voice.

Got back a lot of results.Both crappy and above my expectations.

I realised that one good way to be more positive about JC life is just to think in the long run.First,think about the June holidays.Then,the completion of PW and other upcoming 'holidays' and of course,the END of A levels!And we'll have a few months of break again.

Almost half the year's gone.It's like mid-April now.Come on,just a few months more!!

PI sucks.PW sucks.Who ever thought of this wonderful subject is definitely just as wonderful.

And please don't scream at people when they make mistakes.Do it the more civil way.Talk nicely and politely with respect,and people will return this respect to you.

That's all I gotta say.Got a lot of stuff to do.Cya~

Hey hey people...Sorry really haven't been blogging much.

What can I say?Life's kinda hectic now.But hopefully it'll all be alright sooner or later,and I'm just gonna have to endure till then.After all,it's just less than 2 years.Work's harder than school,isn't it?So might as well enjoy school life for now.

And yeah this is to a particular someone:

I'm really sorry.I know I jump to conclusions a lot.And most of the time my assumptions aren't true.I guess I did that deliberately to annoy you.In the end I succeeded,but to the expense of nearly losing a friend.It's just that sometimes I feel that you can be really emotionless and not giving a damn about what is going on.It really pisses me off when others are putting in so much effort while you're not.But it's my fault too,cause I keep losing my temper and saying things which are obviously not true and are hurtful.I'm really sorry.And I know I always sound like I don't trust you,but it's just that sometimes I dunno if you say things cause you really mean it or just for the sake of saying it.It's so hard to read you that sometimes,I just wanna give up on you.But then I would be too ashamed to call myself a friend.Just hope all this can be settled soon.But for now,I'll wait for you to initiate,cause I've been doing that one time too many.


Anyway this week was wow.Rushed to do Preliminary Ideas(PI) for Project Work(thank goodness it's only a draft...The deadline for the final one is on 4th May).Half of Good Friday was spent going to The Republic Cultural Centre(TRCC) to try out the hall for band.It's the venue for this year's SYF for JC bands.My conductor calls it the 'boom-boom hall''cause a lot of echo is being produced which causes our articulation to be muffled.

So many things have happened that I can't remember what happened.All I know is SYF is coming and so is A level Mother Tongue listening and oral.Also,I'll be going to Europe on the first week of June,right after my GP paper.So many things to look forward to and dread,but I guess what I'm really looking forward to is when I'm able to enjoy life with my family and friends without having too many things to worry about.Hopefully that day will come soon.

And one more thing,thanks everyone for their support yeah.I know I complaint a lot these past few days,but I'll try to perservere.I guess that's what life's all about.Hopefully everything's gonna be fine soon.

Sigh...I dunno what's the problem.

This week really sucked....And I really mean really sucked.

And I realised that till this day,I still stand my ground about my dislike for teachers.

Why do teachers humiliate students?Don't they know that students have feelings?Do they know that we have dignity too?We're humans.We make mistakes.Why can't you understand that??

So many people cried these past few days.Is this what school should really be like?I thought it should be a place where we make friends and be happy...Like a second home.But now,it's becoming more like a prison.Lots of people aren't happy.They don't have time to have a good rest and spend time with their loved ones.

Sometimes I just wish that everything would just stop.We wouldn't have to care about this anymore.We'll just live carefree lives.When do we really get to enjoy life?What's the meaning of life?Isn't it to be happy?Or something more superficial?

I wish I knew the answer....